Question about yaoi and religion please?

I am a Christian, and have always been. I was brought up in a home where I had alot of freedom but i think at the same time, I kinda had this black and white perspective on everything. i used to think hentai (anime ) was bad and that God didnt allow it...same with yaoi. now i otld myself i would never get into it, and here i am starting to like it. sometimes it feels strange that i like it. i feel kinda bad but im straight, i just think of yaoi as kinda new and exciting. im actually reading yaoi manga which i would have called an abomination before.....I dont wnat to go agaisnt Gods law, but idk. I need some advice. a part of me feels its not bad since im not going out and doing these things, but at the same time it feels kinda strange, like going against something, like Gods law. but then again, i always kinda had this black and white perspective. i used to think all gays and les. would burn in hell so i got scared to hang out with them fearing if i was their friend i'd lose them when they died and i'd be sad. but now im loosening up with that and i have all kidns of firends. but about the yaoi....idk im just confused about my feelings. are these feelings from God trying to warn me about watching yaoi, or is it just my fears?